short fuse? Me?

ME? NO I FUCKING DON'T! Haha. haha not really. Its driving me mad this. I am so easily irritated and cross with the world its making me mega tired.

I'm even tired of myself, don't really like hanging out with me.
Been to see therapist again, its nice talking to someone who can help filing things in the right pockets and folders. I was on my way back to being nice to me, to be my own best friend .. and then this, that I kind of expected, loosing my job, that got me right back in the corner where I beat myself up for all things bad, and blame everything that does't go my way, on me. As if there is always something I could have done to make sure things goes well. But that isn't always possible. Sometimes you have to just go with the flow. Get up, brush of the dust and keep going.

Feel better today, had a great practice last night and met up with dearest friend for brunch today. Looking for flats to rent for the D dude, dog and I, hoping our home is sold soon so I get some money in my bank account and can stop worry so much.

Right, that's today's news. Over and out.
Kit, London